it’s important to learn and acknowledge, so that people do not die in vain, so that your memory of them will stay.

update on summer

She’s seriously crazy. She bites everything. Especially cloth- she would rather lose a tooth then to lose the tug of war battle. And recently, she discovered her passion for tearing leaves off plants, then sprinting with twigs and branches and leaves in her mouth when we chase her while trying to take them away from her. And newspaper…… it’s like a party for her whenever she’s alone with it.

But I’m patiently waiting for her to mature and stop all these exhausting antics. I’m going to be very accepting and love her unconditionally. That’s only because I know that she loves us and is extremely loyal. She does not venture anywhere without us nearby. When she’s off exploring some cranny, she’ll return to sniff our feet or hands every few minutes to make sure we are there. She’ll stop whatever she’s doing and walk beside us when we are walking around doing errands in the garden. When I cross over to Jonathan’s house (which is opposite our garden), she sits at the gate with her sad puppy eyes looking at me as I walk away. And when I walk home from Jon’s, she stands up and wags her tail so vigorously I was afraid it’d snap her little body into 2. She spends the next few minutes closely at my heel, like she’s afraid I’m going to wander off again.

She’s 8 weeks and 5 days old as of 4 Febuary. So young and already so capable of attachments. And that’s why I love her, because she loves too.

Sometimes, at night, when i’m thinking about things, it makes me feel that God isn’t doing his job. Either that or he’s just abusing his power.

i need a bloody good drink,

to perk me up, get me on my feet and make me wanna dance in heels all night and heck the pain. i need the high. i really do.

and i’m loving summer mucher. she’s such a whiny and over enthusiastic and hyper little ball. and most importantly, i can feel that she really loves us too.

you walk the walk and cannot talk

Moon River, wider than a mile, I’m crossing you in style some day. Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker, wherever you’re going I’m going your way. Two drifters off to see the world. There’s such a lot of world to see. We’re after the same rainbow’s end– waiting ’round the bend, my huckleberry friend, Moon River and me. -Lyrics by Johnny Mercer.

The original version of this song, from sometime in the 60s, is solid gold. We need the old America, the glamourous days of red carpet events and ball gowns and full length gloves, with simple and bare streets but rich in bustle and speckled with lights. Where did all these go? Pity I wasn’t alive then to witness them. Pity I am where I am now – wading deep shit in work, awake at 2:40am in a too-embarrassing-to-be-seen-in-7-dwarves night shirt, sitting in bed typing on a fast dying acer laptop. This isn’t life because I say this isn’t it.

sweet dreams are made of these

Summer has a new weird Thing.

She puts her face against her waterbowl when she sleeps. Sometimes, she balances her head at the rim of the bowl VERY precariously, and her ear dips into the water. I’m afraid that one day, she’s going to accidentally bury her whole face into the bowl and then drown in her sleep. 

!!!!!

i love you so much.

let’s make a team/ make ‘em say my name

we were at marina square, and i let out an audible burp.

jon turned to me in shock and said “oh my god you think you are a baby is it?”

HAHAHAH!!!!!

anyway, results are out. SUCKS- my 2nd worst semester. how can!!!

“how to kill thyself”??? and how does my blog provide any ideas in this area?

and “i want glowing freckles”…..? i usually get very weird search engine terms linked to my blog but this freckles thing is waaay too weird.

BY THE WAY,

merry x‘mas y’all!!!!!

i want freckles which glow too

avatar is so awesome. i wish i had a fantastic-enough mind to write something like that. something inside of me was crying when watching. i think it’s those leaves and trees and glow in the dark stuff and watching them die.

AND IS JAKE SULLEY HOT OR WHAT???? i want an avatar like him as my toy boy. BUT i’m not hinting that as my x’mas present…

I’m still here

wow things have been so quiet here on peluchepivoine.

but, anyway, I’M BACK!!!!!!!

since my last update, i have:
1) been to bangkok and returned.
2) eaten, shopped and drank with Germaine.
3) i’ve registered for modules for my final sem.
4) my sister turned 21.
5) had a family chalet, which is kinda linked to 4).

awesome times, right?

BKK is fantastic!!!!! i was there from 9-14 dec, for 6 days 5 nights and i enjoyed every single waking moment. not so much for the sleeping moments because jon kept invading my bed space!!!!!!!!! i always wake up in the middle of the night to find him ALMOST on my pillow. there’s like 1 kilometer or so of space on his other side and poor me is squeezed to the very edge of the bed. i need to train him to STAY… hahah! but other then that, i really enjoyed our time there. i love the food SO MUCH. and i love the shopping the massages the breakfast buffets and most importantly, the company. i thought i’d go crazy during the trip because jon can sometimes be TOO jonathan and irritate the hell outta me. but somehow i survived, and even he was surprised that i wasn’t driven insane by his antics. like that means we can get married already!!! HAHAHAH. we kept oversleeping though. we wanted to wake up at 8am every morning, but then we always only BARELY make it in time for the breakfast buffet which ends at 10am.

i really miss our days there. CAN WE PLEASE GO AGAIN SOON BABE???????????? but not for honeymoon hor. when we were at bkk, a cab driver asked if we were on our honeymoon.  

ok i will be back soon with photos, or with more words. i am SUPER sleep deprived now- just back from a 3 day 2 night chalet with minimal sleep BECAUSE JON KEPT PUSHING ME AGAINST THE WALL AND THREW ME AN ELBOW PUNCH IN MY FACE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT (we shared a super single mattress on the floor). but in his defense, he said i kept pushing him off the mattress. HAHAHAH. so equal lor. i have like a million mozzie bites from the chalet too. but other then that, it was good fun. i ♥ chalets with family. a lot of uncontrollable laughing and quality time together. did i mention that i’m sleep deprived? AND my dad suggested that we all wake up at 9am tomorrow to go macritchie. less sleeping time AND more mozzie bites AGAIN. kns leh.

alright i’m going to rest now. good night yall!!!

OFF TO BKK

see you babies next week!!!

Sounds pretty much like empty promises to me

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don’t know how I said maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You’re my wonderwall. RIGHT.

every single thing on and inside my body is aching.

really.

jess & ger

the password to the previous post is the additional thingy we ordered at Miss Clarity Cafe after we first tasted it.

no spaces, all lowercase. i need opinions!!!!

p.s.: there’s actually more to it, but i just deleted some.

another time!

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friday night,

and i’m watching ANTM on youtube. it is like loading how slow. what’s up man..

went to Red House for jon’s grandma’s birthday dinner. haven’t had a seafood meal for a long time, and i enjoyed it. although a bit troublesome to eat the crabs. very dirty and messy, and also lazy. i like to eat such messy food at home, like KFC too. just feels more comfortable and at ease.

jon’s cousin, Mathew is like suuuch a cute doll!!!!! a male one!!!! we were walking around, and jon pointed to a small sign on the floor and told Matthew “watch out”, only to have M reply “why watch out?”

i realize it doesn’t sound at all interesting, but it was so cute!!! and jon’s cousin, Michelle, was holding to Matthew’s hands and walking on this stone path, with 2 girls behind them. and 1 of the girls asked her friend “why you walk here”, and Matthew turned around and said “who?” HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO LOVE LOVE!!!!!!

he almost turned me into a baby-convert. ALMOST. still not keen on having children of my own, but LESS un-keen.

we then dropped jon off at NUS, so that i can drive his car home. but not before visiting Mark (and zongtang too obviously), whom i haven’t seen since philly, which is like what… 4 FREAKING MONTHS AGO?!??!! how did we become like this?? HI MARK, please work less already!!!! we are slowly losing you to night safari. we know the animals need you, but we kinda do too ya know!

so, i’m just going to end this post on this miss-ful note. till next time!

5 facts

#1
You are most likely to be a dreamer, a drama and a flirt.
All these points above have been pointed out by someone whom I’ve know for only 3 months. I guess that’s obvious about me?

#2
You relish attention and the finer things in life.
Hello Chanel!

#3
The grass always seems greener on the other side and you will never stop moving on and heading for the next goal or challange.
I know this sounds a little slut-like and selfish, but i have to admit it’s true.  

#4
When it comes to problems you usually hope they’ll eventually just go away and you tend to put most things off till tomorrow, so there is more time for you naturally darling!
Yes… I am stupid like this.

#5
You must tame your wild side so that work can actually go ahead, living for today is fine, but be careful not to burn the candle at both ends or you’ll end up sad and alone – your two most hated things.
Whenever i get a chance to make a wish, i always wish to be happy and surrounded by love.

dude, i’m sorry..

… i wish I was much stronger than this.

i updated the snapshots snippets page. but not much, will do more again. many moments have lapsed since my last update there, and there’s just too many photos to cover at a go. wordpress isn’t exactly the MOST efficient website to upload photos.

fantastic

fuck man i sneezed and chomped down on my tongue REAL HARD.

it’s like bleeding loads now. and i swear a chunk of tongue meat is dangling outta no where.

don’t ask me how i sneezed. i don’t know. cannot french kiss i guess. hahah.

 

anyway, see germaine’s new baby!!!!! Waffles is so so cute!!!

check out the last picture man, horny bitch totally checking out her new mommy’s boobies. GOT  MILK? hahaha.

i swear i have a soft toy which looks like her. i can’t wait to see her and play with her!!! supposed to go visit Waffles with Germaine today at the pet shop (still there because not fully vaccinated yet) but my mom just told me we’re all going out, so no waffles baby today :(((((

 

anyway, i am done with exams. still have 1 final MAJOR PAIN IN THE ASS creative writing project + essay. and then i’ll be OFFICIALLY done with Year 4 Semester 1 and  then i’ll be steeple-chasing on to the final semester OF MY LIFE.

such nice weather outside now. it’s totally yelling out at me to get out and jump up and hug the clouds.

SPEAKING OF WHICH…. NTU HAS THE BEST SUNSET IN SINGAPORE.

yes yes it’s official and judged by me. i am a suckerrrr for such things and i take great pains to find a perfect spot to see a sunset. and YES NTU HAS THE BEST SPOT!!! i’m not going to reveal the EXACT location. but that’s only because i’m not sure what is that place called.

i decided to head up to the roof yesterday while i left hwei to ”study” in the library. and my heart…. my breath… the view just totally snatched them away from me as i stood there in awe. even with my damn cui E71 camera, it still looks heartachingly beautiful.

these are the kind of images which you don’t easily forget. i stood there, lingering in the post sunrays, wishing it’d never end. unfortunately and obviously, it did.

 

and lastly, a photo with Hwei earlier on in the afternoon when the sun was blinding.

爱你!